KUNDALINI

Jumped out of bed this morning, little dog at my heals, thinking I would write about the Kundalini shakthi only to read that channel 9 in India is writing bad things about our precious Lord Sathya Sai Baba. After that I got an email about changing the ...was it the 23rd amendment to the constitution because those members of congress have been living off the fat of the land all these years getting full salary as their retirement for the rest of their lives. Both these situations are deplorable.

My mother was not a Christian. Her father was a hell fire and damnation minister from Mississippi. Mama was always a rebel and her brothers saw her dancing one night at a village social and told Grandpapa. Following Sunday, He told the congregation he and his family were leaving because mama had humiliated the family. She had no use for Jesus from that day and I guess pretty much hated her father. Course she was the one to nurse him in his old age but not because of Jesus. She said Jesus had spent all His time in the desert with all those gay disciples. She was definitely not a Christian believer although she was certainly spiritual and searched all of her life for 'the truth'. She wrote in a poem....'I will soon be buried under the grass which will be a part of me.' She believed in the omnipresence of the spirit of God.

I'm not going to apologize for the waywardness of this blog. After all, it's MY blog and you'll just have to tag along if you want to.

What I'm getting at is that I felt nauseated, had a feeling of revolution, when she lambasted Jesus. I feel that way now when I read about channel 9 in India lambasting our Beloved. I can't say...THAT BEING IS GOD ON EARTH because I have no proof of anything. He manifested vibhuti for me once when I was sick and He gave me rooms to live in and told them not to charge me much but He never brought me back to life or anything as He did others. Way a minute, that isn't true. He brought me back to life in 1977 after my partner died and I wanted to die too. He brought me back to life and gave me His mission to live for. I lived happily for 30 years writing tirelessly for children about His Mission. And He brought me back to life again a year ago when I had to leave India. Don't these jerks at channel 9 know about His Mission. Have they seen the hundreds of thousands of men and women and children, down trodden, dirty and hungry and full of pain because they were also sick and dying? I have. Have they seen those faces? Swami gave them life too, IS STILL giving them life, having made arrangements with the Medical Trust for their care and continued support for a long time to come. Does channel 9 know that.? Do they care or do they only want to tarnish His image to fill up air space with lies and make money. I feel nausea and revolution again as I did when my mama talked about Jesus. I think there's something horribly wrong about demeaning God when He sacrifices His life for us here on earth. I Think it's a terrible sin to try to trash God Himself/

I did not put that in italics. It was miraculous. Such a tiny little miracle not of interest to channel 9 I'm sure. But My life has been so full of these little miracles that I hardly even notice. You know, I'm actually sorry for channel nine and all those rotten people who try to public ally smear the Holy spirit. Their hearts must be like arr id wastelands, barren and without love or feelings. They are living in that suffering. And it is a sin to lead other people into that wasteland of suffering. I suppose they will pay for that because ….'help ever hurt never' and when you do hurt others, deliberately on purpose, you must pay.

WELL I GUESS THE AMENDTMENT TO THE CONSTITUTION AND THE KUNDALINI WILL HAVE TO WAIT. It's hard to believe that people would smear pure goodness and utter selflessness. Makes me sick to my stomach,.