Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Thanksgiving Gratitude
So how has He saved humanity? Well, I know that He saved me, that's one. I know that He saved my friends Carol and Wendy and Barbara, that's three more. Oh and He saved Akasha and Dana and Fran too. He said that the only way humanity can be saved is by saving one by one. Each heart must find the Truth and live His teachings. I thought at the time He said this that it would take a long time but now it seems almost impossible to believe in this transformation. I believe I personally have been saved, transformed. As I look back on my life I can see that I was very selfish and unloving most of my life even though I was a social worker in California before going to India. I loved my clients but wasn't loving with my family. Now I just try to follow His teachings. In fact, maybe the teachings which He gave us will eventually save humanity. The teachings were not new but the very simplicity of those teachings may help us to be better people. So many times I say the words...help ever,hurt never, when I feel like turning away from someone in need. Or I will think to myself, 'love all, serve all' when I see a homeless person on the street. I think these small experiences have been what has saved me.
Perhaps no one knows His name over here but in my heart I can thank Him every moment for His grace, His tremendous grace. We're talking abut 30 plus years of constant grace. He has given me my life. Gratitude is too small a word for what I feel. All that I am, all that I ever will be I gained at His Lotus Feet. He is my constant companion now. I'm sorry that more Americans haven't had this transformation. Many Christians believe they will go to heaven and be with Jesus when He comes to take them to their home. I guess they have been saved from...what, from Hell? I think hell is right here on earth and that if we believe in goodness and mercy and compassion and kindness, as Swami has taught with His simple words, everyone could be saved from the hell all around us now. I wish He hadn't left so early. I don't think a day passes that I don't think, 'Oh Swami, if you were only still here on earth.' And yet I know that He is and was and will be forever perfect. He left at the exact right time. Maybe He was tired of baby sitting His devotees. Maybe the shock of His departure will force us to accept the truth and live His teachings. BE STILL AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOD. I think that's in the bible and Christians ignore it just like all of us Sai devotees ignored it until now. We can't anymore though because He is inside and we have to follow.
Expanding Universal Sai
He is the smallest of the small and the biggest of the big. If we had the awareness I'm sure we could see that He is transforming even the little atoms and elements as part of the universal Atma. All the atoms of the Atma. I like that. Yes, He is all, He is everything and He is transforming everything at this very moment, this second. He is expanding just as the universe is expanding.
Here I sit in this tiny apartment with His teachings in my heart, trying in my small way to further His mission by helping the disabled and homeless people I meet...expanding, pushing boundaries slowly. I'm like a little atom in His universe, loving all and spreading His light, His teachings, just as MILLIONS of His devotees all over this world, are sitting in their tiny places loving everything around them. His devotees in Bosnia, in South Africa where He has five schools, in Thailand where He has His University, in Manila and in Canada and in Malaysia. These are central points of His teachings and light. There are thousands of small lights, thousands of His devotees expanding into the world from each point, all the time, loving Him, loving all. Just as the universe is expanding every second, His love, the people practicing His teachings, is also expanding every second of the day and night. Maybe His departure has seemed like an obstacle to His Mission but that simply cannot be true for He is the Kali Yuga Avatar and His will prevails. OUR LIGHT AND LOVE FOR SWAMI WILL INCREACE AND PREVAIL OVER THE ASSUMED DARKNESS OF THE WORLD.
I say 'assumed' because we don't want to get carried away with this duality, however, as we know that God is everything. Swami is the light and He is the darkness. He created both so that we could see the tapestry of life. If there was no darkness we would not grow and work for the transformation of ourselves or for anything else for that matter. He is the light and the darkness, the good and the bad, Democrat and Republican and He created both to give us the opportunity to pick our way slowly between the two extremes with care, always mindful of His simple, great teachings.
Anyway, I didn't want anyone to think I believed His mission stopped here in my own small place. I wanted everyone to be aware, always aware that His Mission is everywhere in this world, growing and expanding with light and love into all the dark places. The example which springs to mind is His Mission in Africa. Frankly because there are so many people of Indian origin in Africa, His work there is extraordinary. I'd like to write more about this but I don't even know the names of the countries there. But, of course He knows each and every tiny light expanding in each heart.
Monday, November 28, 2011
SAI Convocation
The excitement was of convocation and birthday next to each other. The crowd had increased to where Kulwant Hall was full. People from all over the world were there. This was the place to be. It was nice having so many people in the Hall again.
The culmination of a week of festivities honoring the one that was and is responsible for all.
There will be more great events which will fill the Hall until eventually it will be filled always.
Monday – November 21. On the day leading to convocation one wondered what this years events would be like. But for this evening, students presented a drama about the importance of the Guru - “Gurue Mahima”.
It started with a special dance. After which, Baba spoke to us over the public address system from a discourse about character and values
A play about the relationship of 3 youngsters, staying in an ashram, to their guru was explored. In this case, the guru was a musical maestro and the student were there to learn the intricacies of music from him.
The drama showed how a true guru helps those who are dedicated and devoted. And how the whole area prospered from his presence.
The comparison to Sai Baba was inevitable. It was really about Sai and the messages were his. Stories from epics and of great souls added to the depth of the story. (Photos)
Shirdi Sai came to mind when the Guru who had went away for a few days reappeared saying, “Where did I Go?” And Sathya Sai said he is forever “in the hearts of devotees.” “Their joy and sorrows are his”.
Another point that was emphasized was that change was always happening.
Music added to significance of the drama. It emphasized the special spiritual connections that exist between Master and Disciple. His influences always work through the disciple even if the Master is not physically present.
The finale was the highlight. When the electric lights were turned off, many people sat with lit candles illuminating the Hall. The candles had been lit from one candle. The light spread. The divine spirit permeates everywhere.
Baba is everyplace. He is the light which removes all darkness. We will keep Sai name in our hearts always. (Photo)
Before the drama several faculty members received Sai Krishna Awards for excellence in research.
Tuesday - November 22. The big day for the 30th Convocation of the Sri Sathya Sai Institute of Higher Learning took place mid-morning. Following the brass band was a procession of officials. (Photos)
The Vice Chancellor was confident that Baba was watching the proceedings (He was). He explained the many achievements of Sai’s university and added the university will continue to follow the ideals that Baba wanted.
Gold medals for academic excellence was awarded to 22 students.
The chief guest was Professor Balaram, director of the Indian Institute of Science in Bangalore. He hailed the Sai University as unique especially with the discipline that Baba required. Balaram emphasized the importance of hard work regardless of failures. Failures are common but should be treat with equanimity. He wished the students success by using discipline, commitment and hard work.
The Chancellor of the University, Sai Baba, spoke next through video. He emphasized the importance of knowing thyself and the need for introspection. Real knowledge is beyond science. You need to understand the spiritual principles behind your work.
Baba also mentioned the importance of service to the motherland. He blessed the students to proceed along the path of self-realization.
It was 11:40 when the national anthem was sung followed by arathi.
The evening program was to top all previous events. First, there was the celebration of the 20th anniversary of the Super Speciality Hospital with the showing of a video about how the hospital came into being including the construction Actual footage was used. The video was called “Praying Hearts Serving Hands”. If you get a chance to watch it, you will be fascinated by it.
Emphasis was made about how quickly it was done from start to finish in one year, that it was completely free and that more free hospitals were needed.
The second program was beyond words. It truly defies description. It was “Taala Vaadya Kacheri” by Mridangam maestro Karaikkudi Mani. His specialty was percussion with a special beat. The others in the group were Jazz musicians from Europe and Asia. (Photo)
Their world music band is known as Shanmakhaa. They played compositions based on Carnatic, Hindustani and Classical folk melodies combined with the influence of the West. Their underlying theme is World Peace.
Rhythm and melody in a harmonious blend wove the music into an ecstasy that uplifted anyone that could hear or feel the music including the hall itself.
To make the experience richer, screens and monitors that had been set up showed close-ups of the actual playing. It was unbelievable the dexterity of the hands and how quickly they moved.
A feast of ears and eyes for the body and the soul.
The one hour performance was constantly greeted with applauds from everyone. If they continued playing longer, probably no one would move.
Baba who was sitting in the chair enjoyed the performance. At times, he closed his eyes as to go somewhere else in bliss.
We left flying out of the hall after arathi. Certainly all of us felt better.
Seema has a message – “God as Divine Master”.
Thought for the Day
20 November 2011
People surrender their dignity and status to other men and women for wealth, fame, possessions, pomp, power, etc. But rarely does one get the chance to surrender to the Lord for the sake of the Lord! How can one feel the urge to do so, so long as one craves for the materialistic objects (aadheya) and not the Source of the objects (Aadhaara)? How long can the baseless satisfy? People want the created not the creator; things from the hand, but not the Hand! Can there be an object without the cause? No. God alone is the 'Uncaused'. It is sheer ignorance to surrender individuality for the sake of the caused. Surrender rather to the Cause, the Source, the Origin of all - Sarveswara. This is genuine surrender or Saranagathi.
Baba
Thought for the Day
22 October 2011
You will attain quick progress in the spiritual path if you overcome the difficult obstacles, viz. anger, pride, conceit, the tendency to discover the faults of others, etc. These operate subconsciously, as the currents in the depths of the ocean. You must be vigilant not to lose your temper on even small things, for that will hinder your progress. Cultivate love and humility towards all. Then, undesirable habits will fall away from you, since anger is the parent of all wrong behaviour. Anger can turn any person into bad ways, any moment, and in any form. So, sublimate it first by systematic effort. Welcome gladly anyone who points out your defects; indeed, be grateful to them. Never entertain hatred against them, for that is as bad as hating the "good". You must love the "good" and discard the "bad". Remember, the "bad" should not be hated. It has to be given up, avoided.
Baba
Thought for the Day
3 October 2011
In this age of Kali, human beings are moving about like cruel beasts. Compassion and love are vanishing. Ostentatious living is the order of the day. Everyone may claim that they love God. Hardly one in a million is a true lover of God. To deride God during times of adversity and to praise God in conditions of prosperity cannot be called true love of God. Divine love is that which does not flinch in the face of difficulties and does not gloat over prosperity and remains equally serene in all circumstances. Life is full of vicissitudes, which are transient. True love should remain unaffected by weal or woe. As long as you are full of hatred, the world will appear as a hate-filled world. It is only when love is developed that the dualism of good and evil can be transcended and the joy of oneness with the Divine experienced.
Baba
Sai Ram Swami's Birthday
The curtains surrounding the MahaSamadhi were changed from maroon to orange. The bunting on the first level of the Mandir were changed to white with orange. Many flowers were placed on the Samadhi.
An addition to the streamers over the center white marble was falling lights where the light travels down the streamer.
Kulwant Hall was filled. Everything went smoothly.
Security had increased in the past several days as some government officials and other people arrived. There were many officers outside the ashram and extra one inside. To get into the ashram there was police security and the usual one where the seva dals checked you over. Police were watching them.
Furthermore, to get into the Hall, there were also 2 layers of security check. The first one was police and the second was seva dals.
Wednesday – November 23. When the curtain parted at 9:00, the MahaSamadhi looked absolutely splendid radiating the Love of the people who arranged it. Replacing the regular Baba chair was a big silver one which Baba had used. It added to the grandeur of the days. (Photo).
The chief guest was Governor Konjeti Rosaiah who held several offices in Andhra Pradesh and is now the governor of Tamil Nadu. As a long time devotee of Sai Baba, he has made many trips to the ashram.
The first program was “Guru Vandana” love songs from the students to Baba. After about 30 minutes, it was time for the 2nd Program.
It was the Malladi Brothers who performed regularly at Baba’s request, such as on Birthday and Guru Poornima, for the past several years. Today they performed some of Sai favorite compositions including the Birthday Greeting Song. Their father was with them. He sang a solo in Telegu. Their last tune brought many people to tears as it spoke Baba not being in the physical anymore.
After which, there was a speech by V. Srinivasan, president of the Sri Sathya Sai Seva Organisations – India. He affirmed that Sai is with us, here and everywhere, now and forever. After praising the students for their wonderful drama of the eve of the convocation, he hoped that Baba would continue to guide these future leaders.
He asked them to rededicate themselves to following Baba’s ideals.
He pledged that our work has to continue until the last moment. We are workers first and later leaders.
Srinivasan explained the Central Trust determination to continue the legacy and mission of Sai Baba. The governor was asked to release the Trust’s Annual Report. There will be additional mobile hospitals, equipment for hospitals, staff infrastructure and facilities for research. Assistance to various schools, digital archiving facility and modernization of the South Indian Canteen and maybe other canteens too.. There are other projects that will happen including expansion of the Vidya Vahini Project.
It is exciting to hear all this. It shows that the ashram is doing well and that there is no funding problem. There are rumors to contrary. It is obvious that they are false.
The report will be on the internet soon. When it is, the report will be sent to you.
All of this was followed by a short talk by Governor Rosaiah. He spoke with humility and devotion. He made a point that whether people felt Baba was god or not, there is still this wonderful organization spread around the world in over 160 countries and millions of members. Baba was and is the force behind all of this. Rosaiah said his greatest achievement was not in the political arena but being a devotee. Prasanthi Nilayam is the holy abode of Rama and Krishna.
Next, it was time for Baba to speak. In ancient times people practiced sacrifice, love and truth to attain divinity. We should do the same as well as exercise equanimity with pleasure and pain.
Since Baba does not criticize anyone, we should do the same. We should always follow Sai’s teachings. We should have Love for god, fear of sin and morality in society.
Develop Love. Love is the only solution. Prayer is a solution.
The various bands played their music. Anantapur played the theme song from Love Story “Where do I begin to tell the story of how great a Love can be…” Prasanthi boys played “Happy Birthday to You”. Also playing were the primary school-both boys and girls.
Arathi was at 11:00.
Attached photo shows the special cake that Italians made for this occasion.
There was free food for everyone at the tents for lunch as there had been for breakfast.
The afternoon was even better. As we entered the Hall there was a big red enclosure on the center while marble floor. It was beautiful. We knew that the Jhoola was inside waiting for just the right moment to be revealed. The Hall was once again full.
The singing began for the curtain to open at 5:30. At the same time, the box came apart revealing the silver swing jhoola that Baba used to sit in. It was strategically placed so that it looked as though Baba was reclining on the swing. Also placed on the seat of the swing was a photo of Baba sitting on the same swing. (Photo 1). There were flowers and other items around the Jhoola.
It was awe inspiring. Everyone clapped and burst into joy. It was a reconnection of the past with the present. Baba was there sitting in the Jhoola. All were blessed.
People sat behind the Jhoola to push it as was done in previous years. As the swing moved back and forth, at intervals, a special video was shown of Baba sitting on that same swing enjoying the program and blessing us.
It was like we were transported to another era, another place. It was wonderful and it lasted until the music program was over.
The first program was a Mandolin Concert by maestro U. Srinivas and U. Rajesh. Their music was perfect. It was instrumental and raised our level of consciousness. The precise sounds of each instrument added to the joy of listening and feeling. They concluded with “Shankara Shiva Shankara”. (Photo 2).
The second program was a vocal concert by Ghazal and bhajan singer Anup Jalota whose specialty was devotional singing that he adapted to his special style. (Photo 3).
He met Baba 48 years ago as a 10 year old. Baba was responsible for him becoming a singer. The audience was ecstatic as he played and sung for the next 75 minutes.
The many twist and turns blending perfectly with his other players made for incredible listening and a special state of being.
The audience loved him and joined him with clapping or singing. Here was an artist who fine-tuned his abilities to perfection singing from his soul through his heart.
To end the evening, the grand finale was Baba singing “Subramaniam …Subramaniam”. Arathi and darshan followed.
Attached are photos of Baba serving food to people and animals.
You can hear audio only of some of the programs at http://soundcloud.com/86thbirthday-23november/
Seema had a message for us: “At the Step of Surrender”
Thought for the Day
14 January 2011
I am really filled with joy when I see people who have engaged in hardy toil and sacrificed their personal comforts in order to make others happy. What the world needs is work done in that spirit. Every one of you has divinity embedded in you, as well as truth and sweetness. Only, you do not know how to manifest that Divinity, how to realise that Truth, how to taste that Sweetness. Courage is the tonic for getting both physical as well as mental health and strength. Give up doubt, hesitation and fear. Do not give any chance for these feelings to strike root in your mind. By means of the inner divine strength with which you are equipped, you can achieve anything; you can even become Maadhava (God).
Baba
Thought for the Day
8 January 2011
Fools who cannot grasp the Truth, who cannot recognise Divinity and the power of God, who have no faith in God, live in the delusion that their plans will save them and that they can triumph through their own efforts! The fact is, not even the smallest success can be won without God's grace. Though this is true, we should not sit with folded hands, believing that a thing will accomplish itself if and when God wills. Human effort is essential, and everyone must make efforts. You must use the strength and skill that you are endowed with, and resolve to proceed with the work, laying the responsibility for success on God. For without the grace of God, all effort will be rendered fruitless.
Baba
Thought for the Day
25 November 2011
There are three types of Surrender (Saranagathi). The first one is Thavai-vaaham, where the devotee affirms "I am Yours" , the second is Mamai-vathwam, where one asserts "You are mine" and the last is, Thwame-vaaham which means "You and I are one". Each is a step that leads to the other and the last is the ultimate state. In the first stage, Thav-eva-aham, the Lord is completely free and the devotee is fully bound. Just like the cat and the kitten - the cat shifts the new born kitten about, as it wills; the kitten just mews and accepts whatever happens. This attitude is very gentle and is within easy reach of everyone. In the second, Mama-eva-thwam, the devotee binds the Lord in his heart and the Lord willingly remains bound. A devotee can tie up the Lord with Prema (love) that overwhelms and overpowers one’s own egoism. When one has this type of devotion (Bhakthi), the grace of the Lord fulfills every single need of the devotee.
Baba
Sunday, November 20, 2011
It's All Ego
I've been wanting to write this one for days because it's something I learned myself with no prompting from anyone.
I think many of us...OK, OK, I think that 'I'....had a huge spiritual ego when I came back home from India. I may still have a somewhat tattered portion of it even now. See, I was a disciple of the Kali Yuga Avatar. That made me very important. Not only that but I had lived at His feet for over 30 years. None of the people around me could say that. I felt that my words, my ideas were more important than anyone else's because 'The Lord' was pretty much speaking through me. Not in a weird way, not channeling or anything but certainly He was in control of my words and thoughts. Why wouldn't that be true. Oh sure I could be mistaken, I could lose my moorings upon occasion but...I was, I am...His disciple after all. As a matter of fact, I lived INSIDE the ashram for all that time. He wanted me near Him so...Lord only knows what great person I was in another life time to deserve such Grace from the Kali Yuga Avatar.
And that was just my underlying attitude with my family...though it was subconscious I must admit. I never really thought these things to myself or anyone else but...you know ego is so tricky that it fools us all the time. And we must be alert and on the look out for it's ugly head sticking up here and there.
My family has a bit of an ego thing about our ancestry anyway so I had it coming and going. For this reason, Mama always said we were better than other people, I didn't feel that I was but that damned ego is right there under the surface.
This Senior living situation is unique too. You have a bunch of old people who have already lived long lives as important people in their families, mothers, fathers, grandparents. And now we live here together...but separate...all equal now with none of us being better than anyone else. That in itself is difficult but when you have this ancestry thing its more so...Then you add to that the fact that I'm pretty much a Hindu who lived all those years at the Lotus Feet of the Lord Incarnate, and you've got yourself an impossible situation.
So it's impossible but it doesn't really matter because I can come home and close my front door to the world. But what DOES matter is that I stumbled into my sister's house a year and a half ago, feeling that I was going 'to save them all' with my superior wisdom and superior love, gleamed from living with the Avatar. And, of course, I didn't know I had this attitude which made it much more difficult to work with. They didn't think I was better than they were in any way just because I believed in Sathya Sai Baba...and lived INSIDE the ashram.
This is important. Try to see yourself as just an ordinary person, not REALIZED in any way. See yourself as others see you. You know maybe our spiritual work has benefited us in many ways, spiritually...but that's just inside, that's just at the ATMIC level. Let's hope the real difference between us and everyone else is that we can LOVE more, that we can have more compassion and broadmindedness...but let's not get carried away over that either because it develops EGO...watch out for that smirky little head.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Bhagawan's 86th Birthday Celebrations Program Schedule
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St. Peter
You know I just re-read yesterday's blog this morning and it wasn't all that good. I don't think I made myself clear. The point is, just because you're on the 'spiritual path', don't think you're any better than anyone else. I think I came back to the west with that feeling and it really separates us from everyone else, from ordinary people. As a matter of fact everyone is on the spiritual path whether they know it or not because everyone is, in reality, the pure unsullied Atma.
Yesterday Christine and I went to Publix market to shop for food for two weeks. We took my huge wire cart and she dragged it on and off the city bus. Our Neighborly Bus now only picks us up twice a week instead of every week because of 'cut-backs'. The economy is causing pain everywhere.
There was a lady in a wheelchair on the bus causing the driver, a hefty lady, to park, get up and undue the lock which kept the chair from rolling, before pushing the chair out the door. All the city buses are well equipped with ramps and locks for this purpose. Also in front of the bus is a rack for a couple of bicycles . All of this is new to me because I'm been gone so long and I am amazed. It's truly awesome. And I thought, “What a wonderful person that driver is to do all that for an elderly person . She's paid to drive this huge bus all around and also she has to be sort of a care taker and nurse too. That's really great, isn't it? Now she is really doing service.
As a mater of fact I was thinking this morning what a great place St. Petersburg is for the elderly and infirmed. So this morning I thanked St. Peter for all the blessings we enjoy here. I really don't know anything about His life except that He was also crucified. He wasn't in 'the Room' with the others so I don't think He wasn't one of the 12 disciples. I know so little about the Bible, don't have one. I know! I'll Google Saint Peter and let youall know what I find out! Anyway I do feel His grace here at Peterborough Apartments in St. Petersburg, reading the St. Petersburg Times every morning and riding the St. Petersburg city buses. See, that tells us right there how much Grace He is giving to us.
This morning when all of this was going through my head another thought super-imposed itself . It is all done in the name of Jesus Christ. Well, of course that is true and we are always aware of how much is done in the name of Jesus Christ,,,and also the name of Buddha and even Mohamed... but I'm not sure about that either. I think in Islam everything is done for Allah alone. I always thought of Allah as being like the Atma, being everything there is. It's really all the same and just a question of different names and forms. The Holy Ghost, the absolute, Atma and Allah are all the one aren't they? Wow, am I showing my ignorance! Now where does our Swami fit in or does He? I really wish I hadn't started this thing. Our Swami is the KaliYuga Avatar who is not very well known over here in the west. Doesn't matter because we know there is ONLY ONE GOD AND HE HAS MANY NAMES. AND FOR THAT REASON, SATHYA SAI BABA IS THE ABSOLUTE, THE HOLY SPIRIT. THE HOLY GHOST, JESUS AND ST PETER... AND YOU AND ME BECAUSE GOD IS ALL THERE IS!
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
NOVEMBER 13, 2011 - A Devotee Speaks!
Om Sairam dearest Sai Family,
Greetings from the holy land of our beloved Lord. The 86th Birth Anniversary of our beloved Lord has officially started with Akhanda bhajan starting at sharp 6PM (IST) with a short introductory note from Prof.Anil Kumar. The Akhanda Bhajan started with Shuklam baradaram and Maha Ganapathey namostuthe bhajan.
In a beautifully lit evening with very pleasant temperature seated in the most beautiful Sai Kulwanth hall, watching our beautiful Lord's beautiful Mahasamadhi, my thoughts went to exactly 12 months ago when this place was buzzing with thousands and thousands of devotees. Every one were busy in some way or other. The Prasanthi Management was literally walking on their toes with so much of work to complete and since it was the 85th year, there were high expectations on the whole event.With His immense grace it was a grand grand success and a perfect gratitude to the Avatar of this Age.
REAL TEST:
Going back to my thoughts, i was saying, Swami! With Your immense grace and compassion You have given us everything that we asked for, every thing that we couldn't even think of having, came in our way, At one stage, With all Your pampering we even forgot that the real purpose of Your DESCEND was for our ASCEND. We all became so selfish that we were asking "what is that You will give us when we come to You and what is that You will bring for us when You come to visit us".We completely ignored the real thing that You wanted from us. To be precise we haven't done anything that would please You...
Before we could realise our shortcomings, Swami decided to leave His body. Post Mahasamadhi the REAL TEST started. Every Devotee was in some kind of stress or other. There were many of our own non-devotee friends laughing at us, why friends, few members of our own family who didn't follow Swami made fun of us and let us feel that we were completely wrong in choosing the Sai Path which indeed was a REAL test for all of us.With His grace we were able to overcome this crucial period of our lives quite successfully but it is still "work in progress"..
In my own example, Pre-Mahasamadhi, where ever I went when i tell them that I am from Puttaparthi even non-believers said O How lucky you are!! We haven't seen Sai Baba yet but we adore His simplicity and the great work He did for the society. Literally the same people Post-Mahasamadhi said, O we have to change our opinion and then they start bombarding with so many irrelevant, useless, inconvenient and unwanted questions about all that happened or was misinterpreted by some vested interests in the society.
Be it because of the strong attachment we had for Swami or to His organisation, all of us, at one stage or other became bit emotional and also bit disturbed with all that was told and shown in the Media.No matter what happened, how it happened, for us Swami was/is our beloved Mother, Father and a dear friend. What ever we are today is His mercy. Without His divine love, we wouldn't have been what we are today. Every problem that we faced He taught us to just say "passing clouds". He reminded us that there is just PIECES outside and PEACE is within.
To be born in His time is verily a sign that we all are His beloved ones no matter how close or far we were to His physical form, but we have a very crucial role to play in His mission in our own humble and simple ways.
SWAMI AND THE TRUST:
Pre-Mahasamadhi, for us only the TRUST on Swami mattered a lot than SWAMI'S TRUST. We all came to experience that TRUST through His love and compassion. Atleast 99% of us didn't have any clue about the Trustees or the Trust. We were TOO BUSY in intensifying, strengthening our TRUST on Swami, now we all know it has turned the other way round. Knowingly or unknowingly we have put Swami on the back seat and have been flooded in the WAVE OF DELUSION and mis interpretation of various facts.
This again was/is Swami's TEST.. a real test which we never thought of. It was a thorough FILTRATION process to retain the real devotees and this time Swami's filter had very big holes and many of our own Sai Family members either left the organisation or started to stay away from various Sai Activities. Sisters and Brothers, i heard so many such incidents that happened post Mahasamadhi where some one had to leave but one thing is very clear Swami will never ever leave us. Only a OPPORTUNIST, Selfish and Egoistic person will leave the Sai organisation. The one with strong faith will never part his way no matter what is told and seen.
Very interestingly, on the other hand, double the number of new devotees have come into Sai fold. Those are the people who had never been to Parthi nor seen Swami in His physical form. A fortnight ago, I was seated next to a Brazilian devotee and he was telling, out of 25 members in his group 23 of them have come to Parthi for the first time and every one of them were experiencing immense happiness and peace in Parthi. He himself being a first timer said, Baba is very much here, i feel His presence, I feel His energy and this is just fantastic place and I thank Baba for letting me to come to His abode.
OMNIPRESENT SWAMI:
All of us have to agree the fact that Swami is seen and felt in various places to many many devotees after He left His physical form which reiterates the fact and also reminds us that He is very much with us and even if we try to leave Him, He will never part from us. In the recent past there were so many instances where many devotees saw Swami's physical form in Sai Kulwanth hall. The other day a poor girl and her family from West Bengal came to Sai Kulwanth hall for Mahasamadhi darshan. It was their maiden visit to Parthi. The following day she was scheduled to see the doctors in Swami's Super Speciality hospital for her heart problem. The little girl saw Swami (in Sai Kulwanth Hall) very clearly and apparently He even spoke to her in Bengali language and asked her to go back to home and there is no need for heart operation.. The parents who were initially bit apprehensive decided to go back home and the medical check ups later confirmed that the hole in the heart was completely cured. Now what can we say about the great compassion of our Lord. We can see Him every time we want to, provided we are in the RECEPTIVE mood.
Last month when Sri.Puppet from the UK was here in Parthi, said thus which made me say how true?? I asked him as how he felt about Puttaparthi post Mahasamadhi and he said "Satish! how unfortunate I am that our Lord is able to see me but I am not able to see Him" how true is that statement which is applicable to many of us. We didn't understand Him while He was around physically and before we realised it was too late...
Sisters and Brothers, close to 7 months have passed now. So much has said and done about Swami leaving His form. Even we devotees discussed a lot about it. Many of our discussions were of no use as they were all based on the imaginary media reports. What happened, why it happened is not possible for our limited minds to interpret. Rather let us show the same concern for our own spiritual well-being. It is also high time for us to give up grieving on His Physical departure. Swami would never like that. Our beloved Swami's name has to shine like Him, His glory has to be sung in every nook and corner of this Universe, His mission is now in our hands.
Now the whole world is watching the Sai Family. Many evil minded and narrow minded people have already written off about the future of our organisation. Little do they know that Swami has very clearly said that His Trust would stay till the sun and Moon exists in this Universe and with His divine blessings devotees would take His mission forward with much more intensity.
Come lets celebrate this 86th Birth anniversary of our beloved Lord by visiting Parthi, to promise Swami that we will re-dedicate ourselves in Swami's divine mission. Let's pledge to our Sai Ma that we will never do anything that would make Her unhappy. Let this 86th year of the Advent be a very grand success like the 85th Birthday. Lets use this as an opportunity to SILENCE the vested interests who made fun of us, who underestimated our love for Swami who defamed us, questioned our integrity. No matter how busy you are in your personal and professional life, spare a day or two to take part in the 86th Birth anniversary of our beloved Lord. Make this pilgrimage to Parthi as a THANKS GIVING to our beloved Lord for all the sacrifice He did for us, Make this pilgrimage to Parthi to promise our beloved Lord, that we will take His mission forward according to the Divine Plan, Make this pilgrimage to Parthi to feel and experience our beloved Lord's Love and Compassion.
Just as He wore white robe with golden border during His birthdays, quite coincidentally He is now watching us from His white with golden bordered Mahasamadhi, ever loving, ever giving, ever compassionate Lord is waiting for us to bless us with His divine grace so as to make us worthy enough to be His chosen instruments.
Sisters and Brothers, come to Parthi, our beloved Lord is waiting for you..
Hand in hand, lets move to FOLLOW OUR MASTER, FACE THE DEVIL, FIGHT TO THE END, FINISH THE GAME....
With pranams at the Lotus feet of our beloved Lord,
Sunday, November 13, 2011
If you never...
If you never felt pain, then how would you know that I am a Healer?
If you never had to pray, How would you know that I am a Deliverer?
If you never had a trial, how could you call yourself an overcomer?
If you never felt sadness, How would you know that I am a Comforter?
If you never made a mistake, How would you know that I am a forgiver?
If you knew all, How would you know that I will answer your questions?
If you never were in trouble, How would you know that I will come to your rescue
If you never were broken, Then how would you know that I can make you whole?
If you never had a problem, How would you know that I can solve them?
If you never had any suffering, Then how would you know what I went through?
If you never went through the fire, Then how would you become pure?
If I gave you all things, How would you appreciate them?
If I never corrected you, How would you know that I love you?
If you had all power, Then how would you learn to depend on me?
If your life was perfect, Then what would you need me for?
God our Swami, walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family.
Om Sai Sree Sai Jai Jai Sai
The thought that comes from your mind should be pure; the words you utter should be true and sweet and the work you do should be sacred.
Sai Ram,
No matter how hard one tried to be accurate, somehow false information creeps in. Several people said that the Baba statue was under construction.
Even last week people in authority advised me that it was being worked on but not yet completed.
Now comes the news that it hasn’t even been started. Sanathana Sarathi announced that the Central Trust was taking designs and ideas for a Sai Baba statue which will be placed with the Samadhi. It will be dedicated on Guru Poornima.
The Trust is accepting proposals complete with preliminary designs and sketches from artists, sculptors and other creative people. They want the inner spirit of Sai Baba to come through the physical beauty.
Such proposal should be sent to the chairman of the Sri Sathya Sai Sadhana Trust in Prasanthi Nilayam – 515134 (coordinator@sssmt.org.in) by the end of November 2011.
The decision of the Sri Sathya Sai Central Trust will be final.
If you go to http://www.saireflections.org/index_inr.html, there are many photos of Sai Baba that you can use to get ideas. Furthermore, you can sent an email with the picture that you like telling the Trust that it what you would like in the statue.
At this point, you only have until November 30th.
sairam!
Govt to celebrate Satya Sai birth anniversary
Anantapur: “The state government has decided to celebrate the 86th birthday of Satya Sai Baba,” the Revenue Minister, Mr Raghuveera Reddy, said here on Friday.
The minister participated in a meeting held at Puttaparthi in connection with Satya Sai Baba’s birthday celebrations on November 23.
Mr Reddy pointed out that for the past 30 years the Central Trust of Baba had been conducting the celebrations in a grand manner. But this time, due to the demise of the Baba, the government would conduct the function, for which the Chief Minister, Mr Kiran Kumar Reddy, had allocated special funds.
The minister issued orders to the officials concerned to take up repair works of roads, water pipelines and buildings utilising the special funds.
He suggested to the District Collector, Mr Durga Das, to provide all facilities to thousands of devotees expected to come from all corners of the world. He asked the RTC depot manager to arrange for special buses from Dharmavaram and Puttaparthi railway and bus-stations.
The minister issued orders to DM & HO to arrange health tents at 10 places and to employ a team of 20 specialist doctors and medical staff at Puttaparthi.
Mr RJ Ratnakar, member of the Sri Satya Sai Central Trust, stated that special pujas, homams and chants would be arranged in the Sai Kulwant Hall on the occasion.Mr Shanawaj Khan, district SP, assured that they would provide complete security.
He said that temporary police tents would be arranged at five places, manned by one ASI, one head constable and two constables. Special teams would be formed for security.
Sai Central Trust member RJ Ratnakar, district SP Shanawaj Khan, District Collector Durga Das, Joint Collector Anita Ramachandran and senior officials of all the departments took part in the meeting.
http://www.thehansindia.info/News/Article.asp?category=1&subCategory=2&ContentId=17973
VVIPs to skip Satya Sai’s birthday fete
November 13, 2011
The birth anniversary celebrations of late Satya Sai Baba, to be held at Putta-parthi from November 16 to 23, will be a low-key affair, in contrast to the pomp when the seer was alive. During his lifetime, VVIPs like the President, Prime Minister and Union ministers made a beeline to the godman’s abode at Puttaparthi to seek his blessings on his birthday. However, the big names are missing from the list of expected guests at the first birth anniversary after the seer’s soul left his body on April 25 this year.
The Satya Sai Trust has organised a host of functions to commemorate the birthday celebrations and Tamil Nadu Governor K. Rosaiah will grace the occasion on November 23, Sri Satya Sai Central Trust media coordinator Prof A. Anantharaman said. “We have series of cultural programmes, including one by Anup Jalota,” Prof. Anantharaman said.
A series of cultural programmes, including vocals by Sumeet Tappoo, Sumit-ra Guha, Sri Rama Nama Amrutham dance drama by Muddenhalli students, Rathothsavam, ladies day celebrations, instrumental music concert by Mandolin U. Srinivas and U. Rajesh, among others, have been lined up from November 16 to 23. IIS’s Bengaluru director Prof P. Balram will be the chief guest at the 30th convocation of the Sri Satya Sai Institute of Higher Learning on November 22.
http://www.deccanchronicle.com/channels/cities/hyderabad/vvips-skip-satya-sai%E2%80%99s-birthday-fete-973
Love Songs to Swami
I have always loved music. Mama sang opera and almost signed with an opera company in Europe when she met Daddy, married and had five children. When I came along I was an 'after thought' being ten years the youngest and while pregnant with me she developed a node on her vocal chords and that was the end of her coloratura voice. Everyone said I had gotten her voice but I have always had a quiver and so it wasn't so good. But I loved singing and I loved classical and pop music. When I was 'in love' with someone I always spent hours singing to them in my room so I knew all the popular songs of the day.
In 1974 when I went to India for the first time I didn't like the music. Indian music uses a different scale. In the west it's do-re-me-fa-so-la-ti-do. Indian music uses, sa-re-ga-ma-pa-da-ni-sa. The intervals between notes are different and it has never touched my heart. Also the bhajans are in Sanskrit which I never learned. I learned to love Indian classical music over the years but it was more or less an intellectual thing. When I did the books on Swami's 108 names, the Astotra, I picked out a Bhajan to go with each name and translated them into singable English. A friend thought that was a wonderful idea for Americans who needed to know what they were singing about.
So when I came back I asked the Tampa Bay Sai Center if they would like to use these English translations...also...in their collection. They didn't want them and there were a few negative feelings. I realized finally that Swami had written the leela for some purpose or other and dropped the idea. Anyway I needed to sing to Swami. I needed to express my love to Him in a heart felt way. I needed to hold His picture in my arms and 'croon' to Him from the depths of my poor aching heart. First I lost Him when I returned to the USA and then He left His beautiful divine body and I lost His form again.
I needed to sing to my Beloved and so I took many of those popular songs from the fifties and sixties and seventies and changed the lyrics to fit my own personal relationship with God,with the Kali Yuga Avatar, with my own Divine Beloved Lord. I did about 100 songs finding the lyrics and tunes on Google. Did you know that you can type the title of just about any song that became popular during those years and Google will give you the lyrics and a u-tube video of someone singing the song. I also sent a 'donation' to our public Television and they sent me...Magic Moments...songs from the fifties and sixties on a CD. So that's how I got so many songs
Then I had to change the lyrics just a little to make them fit. Most love songs are concerned with boy meets girl or girl meets boy. They hold hands, kiss, make out and it's either consummated or they get married or fall apart. My relationship with Swami wasn't like that, right? I spent 30 years sitting in the Hall or on the sand, waiting for Him to glide by and perhaps perhaps, give me a sidelong glance which would send me into ecstasy. No 'thrill', only bliss. No kissing, only a glance, no touchy feely, only a smile, No talking together, only my feelings of love. You can't sing of His feelings, only your own. It sounds limited but if you can remember the yearning and bliss with these old songs, it's wonderful. Now I spend many hours a day singing to my Lord.
I think I'll mention the new chapter, Usually I end my blog with one page but this last bit is important to the subject.
I moved into Peterborough and sat alone here for almost exactly a year before venturing out the front door. Christine, the girl who cleans for me,was my only friend. She really did almost save my life because I was very sick and very depressed. She is a God Send, also a very bright and intelligent person.
Across the street from Peterborough is the Sunshine Senior center. I went over and got a membership card with my picture on it but I was too nervous to go back. They have chorus and a Drama class, water colors, sculpture classes, yoga, exercise class, lectures on health, Jazz Band, and many other things plus a coffee shop and a dining room where you can get the same food as 'meals on wheets' gives out to seniors. It's a wonderfulplace and finally I got involved. First I joined the 'country classics' group and sat and listened to these very very old people singing solos. I thought to myself....30 years at the Feet of God and I should be able to do that. So I sang for about a month....every Friday...some old song but with out accompaniment. Well, I do have this voice I got from Mama and everyone clapped and said how wonderful I was. The bar was extremely low. One 95 year old sang every Friday in a monotone. But she sang! I just couldn't, 30 years or no. I would sweat it out for two hours before singing something I really didn't know very well and didn't know the key or really even the tune exactly. So I stopped. Who needs all that stress. The chorus is different. I've always sung in the chorus so I love it and it's comfortable. Besides people do sing alone there also so once a month I can sing a a song accompanied by the piano. It's enough to make me feel as if I am utilizing my talent and that's important. After all Mama gave it to me so I ought to use it besides after 30 years with Swami I owe it to Him to be brave and courageous.
So that's my career in music. But the best part is that every day I'm singing love songs to my precious adorable Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba and He fills me with such happiness and bliss I forget where I am.. If anyone wants some of these 'love songs to Swami' lyrics, you can let me know. saisusanc@yahoo.com. I think the few of us here in the states who still want to worship our Lord in English and in our own way, should be allowed to do so even if it's just in private. When I first got back to America I thought about organizing a group of westernized Americans but there didn't seem to be a need. I guess He wants us to get away from community worship and just be alone with the Lord.
Friday, November 11, 2011
Parthi News
We had showers on several days but now the sun has returned. The weather has cooled off. Some people need an extra garment before 8 a.m. The temperature range has been from about 20 to 28C (68 to 82).
The crowd is small but it will grow for Akanda bhajans and more for Birthday week.
It is great here. Baba presence is felt in Kulwant Hall.
Some people come into the hall just for darshan. It is better to go for the whole time –Rudram and bhajans followed by darshan. Darshan is great as you touch the Samadhi, you receive some of Sai’s energy. An uplifting experience.
The school system had been on vacation. All classes resumed on November 8th.
It was nice to see them back in Kulwant Hall.
Wednesday – November 1 to Friday - November 11. Rudram. Bhajans, arathi and darshan.
Yesterday, November 10th was Kartika Poornima which is celebrated on the full moon of this month. It is auspicious to both Shiva and Vishnu. Prayers to them fulfill many requests. Along the wall of the ashram and at some intersections little lamps were lit.
Birthday Celebration Week
November 16 – Sumeet Tappoo – Vocal Concert
November 17 - Mudenahalli Campus Students
Sri Rama Nama Amruthan dance
November 18 - Rathotsavam
November 19 - Ladies Day - Celebration &
November 20 – Ladies Day Cultural Program
November 21 - Convocation - Chief Guest Tamil Nadu Governor K. Rosaiah &
November 22 - Convocation Mandolin U.Srinivas and U.Rajesh Instrumental Music
The Baba Statue which was originally rumored to be ready for dedication on Birthday was not yet completed. Word was that it will be dedicated either on the Anniversary in April of on Guru Poornima on July 3rd.
Some Baba stories as told by someone who has been around for about 40 years.
Kasturi had died. The people attending him waited for Baba. He came and asked everyone to leave. Baba spent 15 minutes alone with Kasturi before leaving. A little later the same day, the postman delivered an envelope which was placed in his room. It was addressed to Professor Kasturi c/o of God. The envelope was empty and was postmarked Australia.
A foreigner stopped on the way to India in Singapore. He brought 100 fake watches at $10 a piece. When he arrived at the ashram, all of them were sold within a week at $100 a piece. A few days later, all the foreigners were asked to come into the mandir hall. This foreigner had a tape recorded. As he moved closer, he was in front of Baba. Kasturi was on the side.
Baba had them switch places so that the foreigner was next to Baba. As Baba spoke the microphone had to be moved from him to Kasturi. Baba announced that he heard that a foreigner had brought watches to the ashram and were selling them to Indians. If he finds out who that person was, he would be kicked out forever. Meanwhile, that person was the one standing next to Baba with the microphone.
FYI, the person turned out to be a wonderful devotee of Baba involved with many seva projects.
Now to the Present: Word is that Baba has been assuming the form of male and female students while helping that person’s friend.
Croatia who will be performing on December 20th will also be in charge of the Christmas decorations this year.
Attached is a picture of Sai Baba and 2 articles from Radio Sai on Helen Keller and Joan of Arc.
There were 3 Seema Messages: “Peak of Intelligence”, “The Unending Grace” and “Just A Little”.
Thought for the Day
19th October 2011
Concentration, as per scriptures, is fixing the mind on one object, without any deviation. To concentrate or meditate on God one must have Sathwa-gunas (pure qualities) as the foundation. The mind should be purified by proper treatment of the character through good habits. All effort for concentration without cleansing the mind is a sheer waste of time. Many people have ruined their careers by aspiring early for concentration, without practising the discipline of good habits. Concentration alone can negate hesitation and inactivity, and grant success in any endeavour. In spirituality, taking God’s name and concentrating is essential for meditation, for that alone can ensure quick success. Even if complete faith is not forthcoming quickly, one must not give up or change, for practice will certainly yield victory. Meditation is the spiritual strength that will keep off the disease of Samsara (worldliness).
Baba
Thought for the Day
29 October 2011
You must take up the study of scriptures in an attitude of submission and expectancy. Every chapter in the Bhagavad Geetha lays down the means and methods of reaching the goal of peace and harmony, with emphasis on spiritual attitude and practices in life. The Geetha is a boat which takes man across from the self-imposed state of bondage to the freedom which is one’s nature, from darkness to light. The Geetha encourages the aspirant to aspire, not despair. One must persevere, not clamour for quick success. Truly speaking, every being has come into this field of activity (Karmakshetra) only to engage themselves in activity, not in order to earn the fruit of such activity. That is the fundamental lesson taught by the Geetha.
Baba
Thought for the Day
6 November 2011
Joy and grief are as day and night; they have to be put up with and gone through. They will neither appear nor disappear at your will! Both are related to the physical or the material - the body; they do not affect the soul. You are liberated the moment you transcend joy and grief. What is there to grieve in life? Did you grieve when your body underwent changes? The child disappears in the boy, the boy in the youth, the youth is lost in the middle-aged man who in turn is lost in the old man. You never weep over these changes that affect the body; why then, when the body is lost in death? Whatever changes your body may suffer, the Atma, the splendour of the true Wisdom remains immortal. Being established unshakably in this knowledge is the sign of the wise, the Jnani.
Baba
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Politics
I have always been political. My family is political. Some of my fondest childhood memories concern election nights and waiting up to hear on the radio about who won. I remember when Truman won one year I was in the 9th grade. We were so happy. We are died in the wool Democrats although during the Civil Rights Era my mother, born and bred in Mississippi, turned Republican. I don't know about Daddy; he wouldn't say. I was always a 'blue dog' Democrat. My young niece called Mama a racist. Well, she was raised in the Mississippi Delta when Grandpapa was a doctor and a Methodist preacher He would ride out with a medical bag on one side and his Bible on the other. Many days he never saw another white face. She tells stories about the times when the farm hands would come in for breakfast of flap jacks, dozens of large black men filling their bellies with flap jacks and thick molasses, laughing and talking together at the long tables in the back yard. Try ti tell her about equality and school de-segregation. Of course she was a racist but there was great love there too. Later when I was at junior college my yankee friends said their parents didn't want to hire blacks to come into their houses and clean. Now that to me is racist. When we had black girls come out to clean, Mama would walk them to the bus stop in fear that these white men in cars would give them a hard time which they did! Is that racist? I remember a white couple we had once living in the cottage. Her name was Elvira. They were non descript and I never tried to interact with them because they weren't very friendly. Annie Mae and Rosalie were my friends, my surrogate mothers which I g lamed on to because Mama wasn't very affectionate and I was sort of a needy child, emotionally needy. If you all have read that best selling book, 'Help' it's kind of my story. To this day I have an immediate feeling of love in my heart towards black people. I'm sort of prejudiced but pro not con.
But this blog was supposed to be about politics wasn't it. This senior housing facility is a polling place and so I voted the other day in a municipal election mostly because the man who volunteers at our little store has a brother who is on the city council. He won, maybe my vote helped. I didn't even ask if he were a republican and when I found out he was, I laughed and said I'd never voted for one before and that this would be the last time. Then things polarized rapidly into a shouting match. I said 'you people want to take our entitlements away' and he said that was just Democratic propaganda. I hope I can keep my mouth shut from now on as the election heats up. I wouldn't want to be lynched or anything. I am definitely in the minority here in a Florida senior community. They all listen to FOX news and are very conservative. I said, 'well I'm conservative too, a conservative Democrat.' Actually I'm too conservative to be out there in the park with a 'Occupy Wall Street' sign but feel guilty because I'm not. I believe that the 0ne percent has controlled the rest of us for far too long. But I think they should be in Washington occupying this tea bagger congress because they make the laws which govern Wall Street...maybe. But again, maybe Wall Street is above the law and governs Congress. I suppose the Occupiers will form a third party eventually as the tea baggers have. Then I won't be a blue dog Democat anymore.