Monday, March 14, 2011

Tuning in to the Astral Plains


Well, I sat this morning when He woke me at 2;30, but not much happened. I usually just say my Mother's mantra, the Panchadasi and feel her shakthi. I did think a bit about all the ladies who may eventually tune in to our wave length but this is a bit premature as I haven't put out the newsletter yet.

I like to think about all the Sai Graduates living all over the country in various places and how much some of them at least, miss the camaraderie of the ashram. I live alone so maybe I'm really speaking for myself mostly, don't we usually anyway. But you know, Sarveshwaraya is the third name mentioned in Swami's Sai Gayatri. Eswaraya is the first and that means it is His mantra. Sathya Deveya pertains to the fact that Swami is the Truth and Sarva means all and I always think of that part of the Gayatri as coming from His Ajna or third eye, His Omnipresence. Well, we have them too actually, third eyes that is, but I guess they are pretty much closed.

When I read J.'s book I thought that was what he was getting at; the part of us which sees the astral world. Not that I want to exactly. I think you can be aware of the astral worlds without actually seeing ghosts and things. Although I dreamed about my Aunt last night and she is on the astral plains....if she is anywhere. So maybe the veil between the worlds is getting thinner or something.

That in itself is not much of an event because I often wonder if they know more in those worlds than we do here. But I do like the idea of Sai Graduates finding peace and love among ourselves though living far away from each other. I guess I'm a bit lonely when you get right down to it.

But I was thinking maybe we could do some work together too....like Phylis and Issac. I wouldn't have the foggiest idea of how to go about it and we certainly don't want to sound too 'wu wu” do we. That's when I thought the Gayatries would help. And the Sai Gayatri for sure. Then,this morning I threw in afew Bala Devi mantras and a Lokasmastha. But what's the purpose anyway. God knows there are terrible things going on now in Japan so I guess just saying mantras and sending love is a good thing at least. Probably we should dedicate everything we do to Swami to begin with, don't you think? I didn't this morning but then no one even knows about this Sai Graduate thing but me. Maybe when the newsletter is emailed, after some time, great waves of Sai energy, of cosmic, astral fire will leap from the top of my head and splash everyone across this country. Perhaps 'splash' isn't the correct word and besides if anything like that did happen I'd probably race to the phone and call 911 I'M NOT TAKING ANY CHANCES ON MY SANITY, I'LL TELL YOU THAT RIGHT NOW

But anyway, that's one reason why we have to dedicate this to Swami. At least then we know we're protected.

By the way, I haven't heard from you, precious. It's too much is it?

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Love all, serve....almost everyone


I was speaking with a friend the other day who had just rediscovered the old truth that we must be kind and love ourselves because we are everyone. It doesn't do any good to go around loving everyone else if we can't love ourselves. How many times have we ended up recognizing this great truth again and again. We think that Swami wants us to be long suffering and sacrifice everything so that we can love all and serve all. All, that is, except ourselves. Yes, the self, the self which is in everyone. We may do a lot of seva and then get all sort of strung out from lack of self love, not of the real self but of that nasty small fellow

Taking care of ourselves becomes even more important when we get older and our resources are less. I guess we tire more easily and yet we still have the need to do more than we did before or even just as much. So along with loving ourselves and pacing our efforts we have to recognize our limitations and be happy about them. Goals should be more realistic and our love shouldn't be based on goals anyway. We have to learn to be satisfied with lower expectations. Sounds terrible doesn't it. Do you think Swami judges us on the amount of work we do? He has said so many times that it is our intentions which result in the love from Him. It should also be 'our intentions which result in the love from ourselves to ourselves.

But actually that love doesn't change does it? It shouldn't because love is omnipresent and is always there. It should certainly always be there for ourselves because we are omnipresent too. That love is atmic, isn't it? The fact that we are love and that we love ourselves is a very deep love which is not open to change. When we get right down to that level of self love it simply 'is'.

Ok so I did that part of ablog three or four days ago and have been waiting to finish. Every day I opened this blog but no idea came as a conclusion. I thought of sending it just that way but somehow it didn't seem right.

So I've said in essence, love and care for yourself because you are one with everyone else. Trouble is I've been feeling a little negative about certain people and not feeling 'in the flow.' I was wondering if perhaps loving yourself doesn't taking care of yourself and even protecting yourself from some people who don't act like friends.

I have a friend who is always saying that they have to protect their 'Mom” around people. I finally asked, 'Ok but who is going to protect me?' Didn't get a reply but I really do think we have to protect ourselves sometimes from people who might be abusive in some way.

Swami says we should love all and serve all but that if you're having a problem with someone, it's better just to stay away from that person. That may be difficult especially when that 'someone' might be a beloved sister. I've found that somethings are better left unsaid and certainly better not discussed. We all have our blind spots and discussions are not the answer. What is the answer? Leaving it up to Swami. I've been trying lately to 'let go and let God. You'd think after all these years I'd have learned how to do that but.....not so. If we do our best, He will do the rest. Trouble doing my best is an invitation to me to try to fix everything. There's an invisable line saying....'STOP

Friday, March 4, 2011

Gratitude!



There is always so much to be grateful for because Swami gives us everything. I suppose I should begin by being grateful for my nurse, Janet who suggested I write everyday about gratitude. She told me that everyone was worried about me when I returned from the hospital because I'd lost 4 pounds and wasn't able to feed myself very well. It seems that I was very close to a nursing home at that point but she talked them into letting me try to stay alone. Swami sent me support when I needed it.

He also sent me someone to go to the market. She uses my little cart and walks four blocks to Publix coming back with tons of frozen dinners which I can handle for my lunch. I'll admit that the depression had clouded my mind so much that I didn't want to ear at all. I'm suppose to eat six times a day and I guess one fudge-sicle doesn't count for much. I was getting thinner and my stomach hurt all the time. Janet thinks I was starving. Actually I was quite light headed and also very blissful. Swami didn't like it.

Janet said I was in a state of grieving just as she was when she lost her husband four years ago. I had lost my India and still don't have the strength to go back. She's such a good nurse to have picked that up because I never mentioned my sad thoughts.

I never mentioned my sad thoughts about India but she could see my prayer books and statues of my babies, Ganesha and Bala Devi, on my bed when she came in. I really haven't missed doing my Rudrum or my 108 Names each day since coming back from the hospital. Now I am working my way around to discussing the Rudrum.

Even though I sing the Sanskrit bhajans without any trouble I prefer the ones which have been translated into English as well. I really do like to understand what I'm talking about. In fact I think somewhere in the Sahastranama it says that the meaning is just as powerful as the WORD, THE SANSKRIT WORD. So, I took the English translation of the Rudrum done by the students, for my sadhana. It isn't word for word in fact I substituted the word, 'engineer' for chariot driver and a few other things to bring it up to date. It's mostly the same though I did throw in the phrase, orange robe, somewhere, I will admit. I'm sure I feel every bit as 'elevated' when I read my English Rudrum as everyone else does chanting a bunch of Holy Sanskrit words no one understands.

But to tell you the truth, I'm not 100% sure that one obtains the same amount of grace from the English, especially with the 'orange robe' and the 'engineers' in it. Well, I'm sure because these transliterations have always been my dharma and my 'duty' to do for everyone to enjoy, Whether they say then or not is up to them. I've always preferred the meaning to the WORD. I may be wrong but I think I have heard Swami say that the meaning is equally important. Does anyone know? Maybe I should try to courier a letter to the Lord, askng about this very point since it is so important. Even at the Ashram when everyone else was zipping along with their beautiful Sanskrit Rudrum there I was pouring out my heart in English. Who knows, maybe that was only one more of my 'sins' resulting in my being here and everyone else being over there skimming along in Sanskrit. I particularly loved listening to the Russians chanting their faultless Sanskrit.

Dear Sai Baba Devotees, (Warden, ACS)



OM SAI RAM

Every leaf and flower in Prashanti Nilayam is vibrant and singing with Bhagavan's Prema.

Welcome to all visitors come for Mahashivaratri in Bhagavan Baba's Divine Presence.

Nobility of heart, mind, speech and action is the way for any devotee to show gratitude to The Lord of Love and Avatar of Peace, Sri Sathya Sai Baba, for all He does for us.

Some devotees have expressed interest in receiving US Consular Warden Messages and US State Department Travel Alerts.

Recent alerts speak of unrest in Hyderabad, and caution about games in India.

Warden Messages are available for all American citizens and Travel Alerts are available to the general public.

For Warden Messages please use go to the Hyderabad US Consulate site:
http://hyderabad.usconsulate.gov

For Travel and Safety Alerts please go to :
http://travel.state.gov

As there is a warden meeting in Mid- March, please write to me at the address above with questions you would like to have asked, and they will be put forward.

Passport loss can be averted by carrying a photocopy of the front page and the visa page on one's person at all times.

For any warden matter, please do not hesitate to contact Margot by email, margotomsairam@yahoo.com or Kryshna kryshnajai@yahoo.com or you may call Margot at 98489-30117 or Kryshna at 08555 287-395 , and let us know how we can be of service to you.

Sai love and blessings of peace and happiness,

Margot Adams Hoagland de Labar

Warden, ACS
In Sai Service

SHIVARATRI



Oh well I'll give this a try anyway

Shivaratri here was weird. I guess that's how I KNEW IT WAS SHIVARATRI.

I've been forgetting more and more lately....old age....and so the last time I did my package of spinach, I cooked it and then just turned off the stove and left it....and left it and left it and finally at about 3 in the afternoon, the next day, I ate some of it with cold yogurt. Tasted just fine.

Somach didn't think so, however and pain and suffering began! I thought...right! Shivaratri....it was Sunday night so not quite Shiva's night. Pain and discomfort increased to vomit and loose motions. (I love to explain to Americans that WE say loose motions rather than anything revolting!) Anyway I vomited all Sunday night....almost....while watching the Academy Awards with my 'throw up bucket by my side. Actually 'the Awards' were done so badly, in my humble opinion, that they may have required a vomit bucket too. Just kidding! Anyway I went to bed finally with the bucket tucked under the bed to wake the next morning and wait for the man from the Health Department who brings me 15 pills twice a week for my ha ha TB which I'm still not convinced that I have because the stuff is still hiding deep away in my right lung and won't appear for sputum or x-ray or even skin tests. But someone said they found it...live TB and so according to the law I MUST MUST have these god awful pills. Health Dept man said if I refused they'd throw me in jail. So there is no doubt about that!

Well anyway, dosen't that have a Shivaratri feeling to it? I thought so even though it was a day earlier. I took the 15 pills which had been cut in two and I have done twice a week since I was back from the hospital.

And anyway, being a great devotee of Lord Shiva (You remember my calling Tampa Bay, Lord Shiva) I had an easy time of the swallowing of the pills which is always horrendous. I take them with 'Ensure' a very thick sweet substance which coats the tum at the same time....thank God....or thank Lord Shiva!

As you can see, I've been ill and my mind is still ill so you can't expect a lot of rationality from this blog.

Anyway after swallowing two 'Ensures' and 15 pills and expecting terrible pain....nothing. The stomach pain was gone and I was healthy....on Monday AND TUESDAY and now today is Wednesday and all is quiet on the southern front.

Naturally being such a 'devotee' of the 'Great God' I wanted to blog Shivaratri...and I sort of have. Good thing He has unconditional love!

And this morning my RN Nurse from the agency came to see me. She said that she 'journals' which is sort of like 'blogging' . Every day she writes three things that she is grateful for from the day before and then expands on that. I thought that was a great idea and that I should write down at least one thing each day that I'm grateful to Swami for from the day before. That is a good idea and it came from Shiva Sai Shankara and I will try to do it. If a busy nurse can, a reclusive old lady can...who is a Sai Graduate too.

Sai Ram, (Shivarathri in Parthi)

Many people are coming as Shivaratri is in 2 days. The hall has been partially decorated. I am sure it will be finished on the 1st.

Baba looks better than ever. He is more active and busy. The several darshans and 2 car trips in the past few days should quiet the concerns of many about his health.

But keep praying for Baba as it helps with the transformation of the planet on all levels.

Baba looks like your typical 85 year old Poorna Avatar.

Make your plans to come to Prasanthi as soon as possible and as often as possible.

Stay as long as you can. Now is the time. Do not miss the opportunities available now that may no longer be available even next year.

It is the responsibility of everyone to be sure that the emails they send to others about Baba is correct. There was circulated, very quickly, a letter supposedly written by Baba. Without thinking people passed it about without even considering as to whether it was true.

A person who resends an email that is false is as though he wrote it himself.

When the letter was seen here, it was immediately evident that it was false. But before this information was circulated, an investigation was undertaken. The word here is that the letter was written by an alumni of the Baba school system. I will be unable to find out exactly but it is not important.

This person sent it to another alumni who sent it to another person. Eventually one person put it on the internet where it spread quickly. That person later learned that the letter was false and apologized to everyone on the internet.

In addition, Baba told Dr. Goldstein that it was fraudulent. Baba didn’t write the letter

but nothing in it was bad. In fact, some people have started doing Rudram and 108 Rama because of it.

But the real danger about this is the reflex reaction to do or listen to something because somehow Baba said it or did it without using discrimination. Discrimination is one of the hardest lessons to learn on the spiritual path. It means constantly differentiating the false from the Truth.

In terms of Baba, it involves discriminating what you hear about him as to whether it is correct. People panic about his health without thinking about what it means. Can anything really harm the physical Baba without his consent? Impossible. Nothing happens in the entire universe and beyond without him knowing.

In the future, there will be wild and nasty rumors about Baba even some by credible people. Your faith in Baba may be shaken. Think. Contemplate. Discriminate. Love.

Realize the Truth. Keep your focus on Reality. The reality is that Love manifested as

Sai Baba. He is Love incarnated. It is impossible for him to ever do anything that would harm anyone or anything.

Monday - February 28. Another amazing day especially for this person. About 12:15, Baba went out of the ashram through the Main Gate and up Main Street. He

returned about 30 minutes later through the West Gate. We were able to get 2 darshans. Wonderful.

In the evening Baba came just past 7 o’clock in his car. The hall which was filled, greeted him wildly. The car moved slowly and even slower when it came to where the school kids were.

Baba came to verandah center in his special chair. After 10 minutes of wonderful bhajans, there was arati.

Sunday – February 27. A day full of surprises. For the first time in about a month Baba came out during morning bhajans. It was said that when people realized that bhajans was still continuing past the usual time, they flocked into the hall filling it.

In addition, many vip’s were here. Baba came at 10:35 by car entering the verandah from the women’s side. Arati was performed immediately.

The car went down the men’s ramp through the men’s section. Instead of going to his residence turned right to go down the center driveway to leave the ashram. It caught everyone by surprise even the official and police.

Baba went next to the Hanuman statue that overlooks the outdoor stadium. He got out of the car. Almost alone. Here is going to be built a 1,000 pillar temple. More about this in a separate email.

In the afternoon we wondered whether Baba would come as he came in the morning. There was a big crowd Bhajans got intense around 7:00. When we received the signal that Baba was coming, the singing was even more intense.

About 7:05 Baba came into the hall going up the men’s ramp.

He went along the back wall of the verandah speaking with many people. Some students had lined up along the way for special blessings for exams coming up.

Baba arrived at verandah center at 7:20.

For the 20 minutes that Baba sat at verandah center, bhajans and darshan were like being in heaven itself. Arati was at 7:40.

Saturday – February 26. There was another group of Prema Bandham people waiting in the Poornachandra for his blessings. This group was from Tamil Nadu. At 7:05 Baba made these devotees happy when he gave them darshan, listen to reports of seva activities and mingled with them.

Baba entered Kulwant Hall at 7:35. As the car moved very slowly 3 elderly women spoke with him at different times. The car went up the men’s ramp. At 7:45 he reached verandah center. It was a great darshan. Arati was at 7:50. Some students came to him. It was a very nice evening.

Friday – February 25. There was no physical darshan.

Thursday – February 24. At 6:45 the car came into the hall moving very slowly. Baba spoke with an elderly lady and later a very elderly man who was helped by his friend.

Baba was smiling and looking around. When he reached the alumni section he had a long talk. It took almost 15 minutes for the car to reach the verandah.

As soon as he reached it, there was car arati. The car went immediately down the men’s ramp through the women’s section. When he reached the center driveway, there was another long pause as Baba spoke with some students.

Wednesday – February 23. Arati at 7:00 with no physical darshan.

Tuesday – February 22. Baba came into the hall at 7:00. His car moved slowly.

When he reached verandah center, Baba listened to bhajans for 10 minutes before asking for arati at 7:20.

Attached is a notice from Veda Union in Europe about a Rudram class they will be holding in Hungary.

Shirdi Ashram sells thousands of ladoos a day. Each one is wrapped in plastic. In an effort to help the environment, they are now getting ladoos that are wrapped in bags that will degrade in 180 days. There are many environmental friendly features at the ashram.

I will be visiting Malaysia and Thailand in May and June. There will be a special yagna in Thailand in June.

Thought of the Day

28 February 2011

Religion means 'experience' and nothing less. It is indeed pitiable that we very often forget this important fact. This secret must be imprinted on the heart of every one; only then can there be safety and security. One must also understand that all things cannot be attained merely by self-effort; Divine Will is the basis of everything. Religious principles have to be practiced and their validity experienced. Listening to their exposition is of no use; learning a set of arguments and conclusions and repeating them parrot-like is not enough. If they appeal to your intellect and are approved by it as correct, that will not help you at all; it must transform you.

Baba


Thought of the Day

27 February 2011

At the end of life, one should bring to the consciousness the great ideals one has attained in life, the lofty thoughts and feelings one has entertained. This was the directive of the sages of Bharat. They did not demand that one should bring to memory the faults and errors one committed during the life. These are inevitable and universal. But the sages declare that one should be aware always of one’s Reality and one should be engaged ever in contemplating its grandeur and glory. That, they said, is the greatest step to progress.

Baba

Take Care. Be Well and Happy.

Gerald

(Gerald : Thank you for this mail - Susan)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Dear Sai Baba Devotees,

OM SAI RAM

Every leaf and flower in Prashanti Nilayam is vibrant and singing with Bhagavan's Prema.

Welcome to all visitors come for Mahashivaratri in Bhagavan Baba's Divine Presence.

Nobility of heart, mind, speech and action is the way for any devotee to show gratitude to The Lord of Love and Avatar of Peace, Sri Sathya Sai Baba, for all He does for us.

Some devotees have expressed interest in receiving US Consular Warden Messages and US State Department Travel Alerts.

Recent alerts speak of unrest in Hyderabad, and caution about games in India.

Warden Messages are available for all American citizens and Travel Alerts are available to the general public.

For Warden Messages please use go to the Hyderabad US Consulate site:
http://hyderabad.usconsulate.gov

For Travel and Safety Alerts please go to :
http://travel.state.gov

As there is a warden meeting in Mid- March, please write to me at the address above with questions you would like to have asked, and they will be put forward.

Passport loss can be averted by carrying a photocopy of the front page and the visa page on one's person at all times.

For any warden matter, please do not hesitate to contact Margot by email, margotomsairam@yahoo.com or Kryshna kryshnajai@yahoo.com or you may call Margot at 98489-30117 or Kryshna at 08555 287-395 , and let us know how we can be of service to you.

Sai love and blessings of peace and happiness,

Margot Adams Hoagland de Labar

Warden, ACS
In Sai Service